So it is not going to be that much longer until I am gone. It is not nice to know that I have to leave my parents again but in the same way it feels good to know that I won't be hurting them because I know I will have my future secure. I know that htere are alot of people who think that I am hurting my parents by doing this, but they don't know how much my parents have been hurt before so in the end it really only matters what me and my closestfriends who know the truth about what has happened in my lifetime. Anywyas, enough of the depressing facts of life, an on to the fun times. I have to leave Rabia and Iram but I can survive. I also have to leave Ruby and Sangeeta. They were and always will remain the closest friends of my heart. It hurts to leave them and I know that I may not even see them again but I know that we will always remember each other and that can give one's heart reassurity and peace when nothing else in the world can.